So, I found out something about myself... I had a realization that the world isn't that bad of a place. Sure, world hunger is still there, Ethiopia is still under famine, BP still isn't doing anything about their mishap, little girls are still being sold on the black market in Thailand and the global economy is still shitty. I'm here though. I have a beautiful daughter, food in my fridge, my bills aren't late, I live close enough to my work that I only have to fill up once a week and my car's paid off. I found out that all I have to do is hold my hand out and I have someone who's there for me. Be it some anonymous person or some long lost family. I'm not alone here (not on the dA, but HERE). It took me a really long time to understand that I don't have to do it on my own to feel that I did something in life. I don't need to be a member of some online community to reach out or express myself (albeit helpful). Getting back down to my roots is important though. I notice that sitting back and watching life isn't as interesting as being in it. So, what will I do? Join a band and go on tour? steal a car and go to jail, marry a beautiful woman and multiply? I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but I do know that whatever it is, it will be the right thing at the right time and I have people who love me and are behind me with honesty, integrity and peaceful hearts.